muscle memory
sense of who you are inside
liars, all of them.
new limitations
heartbreaking in their number
pull you down, down, down.
despair becomes you
inner screaming, outer smile
hide it from the world.
learn to be broken
make mosaics of your self
see beauty in cracks.
be your creator
build something new within you
make your broken whole.
new self emerges
introduce yourself proudly
you have survived.
A spark of past self
that fiery persona
flares when he is near.
♥
Giggles surprise me
surfacing without effort
drawn forth by his will.
♥
He engages me
in silliness and in play
until the pain flees.
♥
He sees the faint spark
and fans it gently with love
bringing back my fire.
♥
Inspired by the prompt at Haiku Horizons.
Point me towards peace
Point me to the healing place
Eternal wholeness.
Inspired by the prompt at Haiku Horizons.
Managing life with chronic illness requires savvy spoons