sometimes my body feels more like a prison then it does an instrument for my mind. i feel trapped within it’s boundaries too limited by the shattered confines. there are too many things I cannot do, too many places I cannot go. too many times I have to live when what I want to do is thrive.
sometimes I watch the world through the bars, these everyday eyes in this routine face. i seep desire and wistfulness from these pores pinned in place. i cancel all the plans i’ve made and apologize to the ones who’ve stayed to love the person who is trapped inside this fleshy prison where i reside.
—- m.morehead 2022
Managing life with chronic illness requires savvy spoons